I’ve gone AWOL for a while. I haven’t posted, primarily because I’ve had nothing to post about. Literally nothing. I haven’t had a period since August but I’m not pregnant. No period = no chance of babies.
This is torture.
There is nothing I can do but wait. I’ve been to the Doctor to have my bloods tested for hormone levels and those are normal. Which I should be happy about. I should be relieved that my blood levels are normal. But I’m not. I’m frustrated. Angry. Impatient. And worried. If it isn’t my hormone levels, what the hell is wrong? I’m so worried it is PCOS.
But I now can’t get a GP appointment for another 2 weeks. Another 2 weeks of stress and worry. Not being able to get to sleep, feeling fed up, thinking constantly about babies.
Why is this journey so hard?